Do Not Be Afraid Ministry

We all long to FIT in someway or another. Some places, people, and even things that we try to FIT in with; we have no reason being anywhere near. We try to be part of a puzzle we were never intended to be included in, in the first place. Does anyone know what I am talking about? I know I have. In the beginning stages of my adulthood I tried to find the pieces on my own, trying fill voids with material things, drugs and sex. . It was not my place to find what was lost. That is only our SOULMATE'S JOB. The chapter in my life that involved this was a very dark time in my life. I hated myself so much. I felt dirty/unclean. I had let a man defile my body when I was 6. Yes I know now that none of that was my fault. However at the time I didn't seek my Soulmate's advice. I leaned on my own understanding. Why would God even care care about a child who has already lost her virginity before marriage. I was a disgrace to my family esp. my heavenly Father. My whole childhood and most

 My name is Christina.  I am Shining star for our Lord and King Jesus Christ. I have ALWAYS been a shining star. I just didn't feel like his shining star. The light was dim because I didn't feed it properly. I was born to wonderful parents., who just celebrated their 51st wedding anniversary July 4th. They still act like teenagers. In disagreements and agreements. The love that they have for each other is rooted in Christ. I have an older sister and younger brother whom I am close with. Thank God. Of course growing up we certainly had our days that  people would look at us like are they really family.  However at the end of the day our family's love was rooted deeply in Christ. I accepted the Lord as my Savior when I was 12. I was so in love with him. However evil had entered my life when I was in kindergarten and did not leave until I was in 2nd grade. I was molested by the janitor at my elementary school. I did not tell anyone. See my my backyard touched the schoolgrounds

 Good afternoon my friends in Christ!!!  Welcome my friends from the Facebook page and any new comers. I pray your day is going well. I am new to all of this web/blogger things, so please bare with me. This page may be offensive to some and some may find hope and joy while others will find their Soulmate King Jesus. I pray each of you find him.  He is the cure to whatever you think you may be missing. You see God our father created us with this hole in our hearts, so that his son Jesus Christ our Lord and King would be the only one who could truly fill that hole. NO person, place or things can replace what your Savoir has for your life.  You see my friends we all want this ECSTASY FEELING, however do we REALLY know what that feeling is? We have all thought we have experienced TRUE ECSTASY at some point in our lives. It may have come from drugs, alcohol, sex, shopping, the list goes on and on. The TRUTH be told.... WE HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THAT FEELS LIKE. THATS BECAUSE THAT IS AN AGAPE LOV