Do Not Be Afraid Ministry

  I don't know about you, but I let so much steal my focus. I wake up in the morning and say, "OK Lord. Today I am focused on doing YOUR work and writing for YOU." I start my worship and praise. I am doing what I need to do to get my son ready for school. Then I wake him up, usually a struggle. Then I allow everything else to distract me. I drop him off at school.  I get home and say I will eat breakfast, watch a quick show while I eat, then I will sit at the computer to write and pray. Then comes the next distraction. Sometimes it is the TV, sometimes it's worry, other times it's looking at the house and seeing it needs to be cleaned. Then I let it ALL overwhelm me and I don't do anything. I sit and I let it flow over me and drain everything out of me. I want so bad to please Abba Father that I become upset with myself and think well what good is it now for me to do anything. King Jesus Christ said we are to be like the virgins and have our lamps ready at any

VENGEANCE - PUNISHMENT INFLICTED OR RETRIBUTION EXACTED FOR AN INJURY OR WRONG. My son tells me from time to time again. Mom so and so did this to me and I must now get my VENGEANCE. I am like what? How do you plan on doing that? Don't you know VENGEANCE  is for The Lord to take. Of course his normal answer is always, Why do you ALWAYS have to put God in this? I laugh, because as he grows he will learn. GOD IS ALWAYS IN IT! The sooner we recognize it the better we are. But back to the subject at hand. What does VENGEANCE  mean to you? How do you handle when someone wrongs you with actions or words? Do you think of how you can get VENGEANCE? I remember not that long ago I wanted VENGEANCE on someone. I held on to the wrong they did me like it was a badge of honor. Any chance I got to tell about it and then to verbally attack that person, I jumped on it. It was my duty to inform everyone of how they treat people. Boy, did that not bite me in my behind. I kept failing and failing at t

  I woke up this morning to some pretty bad news this morning. My husband and me have been struggling for a few months now financial. I know most of us have been. However the past few days have been the biggest struggles we have faced so far since we started the Hot Shot business and I quit my job. We are negative in 3 different bank accounts. He text me about 4:30 this morning saying he had just parked. He was suppose to be there by 11:30pm or around there. I immediately asked him is everything ok. He said I had to change a tire and I found out what else was wrong. The drive shaft. He said we can talk about it later.  Well of course I couldn't go back to sleep.  I am just beyond words of not understanding. I know God gives us trials. He is with us in ALL the trials.  I told Him this morning, "My Lord am I praying wrong? I am not doing what you asked? Where am I failing?" Now as I am typing this I believe I am wrong.  The test from King Jesus Christ helps us grow closer a