Do Not Be Afraid Ministry

  My King, I long to be in your presence. I know every minute draws me closer to my wedding day with you! How I imagine being with the one who has ALWAYS loved me for me! Who has NEVER wanted anything from me but my heart and loyalty to HIS words and commandments! My God, you created me to be something more than I could have ever imagined! When YOU breathed life into my lungs YOU were proud of me! YOU were pleased with me! How do I forget that? I know! I became distracted with wanting to be like everyone else when YOU created me to be like no one else! My Groom, I want to see me as you do, but I want the world to only see YOU when they look at me! I want to be the warrior YOU need not what this world needs! YOU gave me my best friend, The Holy Spirit! HE walks with me! HE cares for me! HE carries me to meet you at the altar! Holy Spirit make me loud when I need to be heard! Holy Spirit make me soft when I need to be heard! Help me Holy Spirit  to show who King Jesus Christ really is in

  I don't know about you, but I let so much steal my focus. I wake up in the morning and say, "OK Lord. Today I am focused on doing YOUR work and writing for YOU." I start my worship and praise. I am doing what I need to do to get my son ready for school. Then I wake him up, usually a struggle. Then I allow everything else to distract me. I drop him off at school.  I get home and say I will eat breakfast, watch a quick show while I eat, then I will sit at the computer to write and pray. Then comes the next distraction. Sometimes it is the TV, sometimes it's worry, other times it's looking at the house and seeing it needs to be cleaned. Then I let it ALL overwhelm me and I don't do anything. I sit and I let it flow over me and drain everything out of me. I want so bad to please Abba Father that I become upset with myself and think well what good is it now for me to do anything. King Jesus Christ said we are to be like the virgins and have our lamps ready at any

VENGEANCE - PUNISHMENT INFLICTED OR RETRIBUTION EXACTED FOR AN INJURY OR WRONG. My son tells me from time to time again. Mom so and so did this to me and I must now get my VENGEANCE. I am like what? How do you plan on doing that? Don't you know VENGEANCE  is for The Lord to take. Of course his normal answer is always, Why do you ALWAYS have to put God in this? I laugh, because as he grows he will learn. GOD IS ALWAYS IN IT! The sooner we recognize it the better we are. But back to the subject at hand. What does VENGEANCE  mean to you? How do you handle when someone wrongs you with actions or words? Do you think of how you can get VENGEANCE? I remember not that long ago I wanted VENGEANCE on someone. I held on to the wrong they did me like it was a badge of honor. Any chance I got to tell about it and then to verbally attack that person, I jumped on it. It was my duty to inform everyone of how they treat people. Boy, did that not bite me in my behind. I kept failing and failing at t

  I woke up this morning to some pretty bad news this morning. My husband and me have been struggling for a few months now financial. I know most of us have been. However the past few days have been the biggest struggles we have faced so far since we started the Hot Shot business and I quit my job. We are negative in 3 different bank accounts. He text me about 4:30 this morning saying he had just parked. He was suppose to be there by 11:30pm or around there. I immediately asked him is everything ok. He said I had to change a tire and I found out what else was wrong. The drive shaft. He said we can talk about it later.  Well of course I couldn't go back to sleep.  I am just beyond words of not understanding. I know God gives us trials. He is with us in ALL the trials.  I told Him this morning, "My Lord am I praying wrong? I am not doing what you asked? Where am I failing?" Now as I am typing this I believe I am wrong.  The test from King Jesus Christ helps us grow closer a

  My mom and me were discussing health insurance and the fact that we don't have any right now. Which doesn't bother me one bit. In our discussion I said, "I know my sister and you worry about me not having health insurance. I would love to have it, however I know until King Jesus opens the door for that to happen, He has it ALL under control. For those who don't know, I use to work at a local credit union. I knew Our Lord had placed a calling on my life. Two weeks before I quit my job, which by the way I hated, I heard Our Lord say it is time to go. I said Lord if this is you. I will need a sign not just me not wanting to be there anymore. Two week later a member walked in. She knew me, but didn't know me if that makes any sense. She hugged me so tight and said, "Why do I see you walking out that door?" I said ma'am. She looked at me. I leaned over in whisper and said, "My last day is in August." She looked at me and said, "He wants t

   To be accepted is so part of our lives.  We tend to think if we are accepted in society than everything will flow the way it should. Crazy thing about that is acceptance in society means you have to accept things that God says is unacceptable.  I get it. I really do. I once wanted to just "FIT IN" "BE ACCEPTED".  It is hard to have people treat you different, to be made fun of, to be laugh and talked about behind your back, etc. However that is not the life God has planned for us. To be accepted by Abba Father is a whole new life. It does bring trails, but it is so much more fulfilling than trying to fit in this box the world wants to put you in. See to be accepted by King Jesus Christ is to be part of the Heavenly Kingdom. To rise above the thinking of this world. Satan wants us to think that our ACCEPTANCE from God is a conditional thing, like the world's acceptance of someone is. That is just another lie. God sent His only Begotten Son Jesus Christ of Naza

 Abba Father has many names. I have a book named the "100 name of God daily devotional" by Christopher D Hudson. Names I didn't even know existed. This morning as I was getting ready for mass, I heard Him say, "BRING THE BOOK! I WILL SHOW YOU WHAT I WANT YOU TO READ AND STUDY FOR TODAY!" I have learned to do as He tells me, if not He will not leave me alone about it. He will even wake me up in the middle of the night.. So I was obedient to Him. I opened the book and the name before me was  MAON DWELLING PLACE! I said Lord wow. Sunday mass and yes definitely my dwelling place. I get to sing and worship you. I get to recieve your Son in Holy Communion. He said, IT IS DEEPER THAN THAT! YOU KNOW HOW IT FEELS LIKE HOME IN THERE! IF I AM YOUR DWELLING PLACE, THAN YOU SHOULD FEEL AT HOME WHEREVER YOU GO! See this world is not our home. Heaven is our home. The problem is we keep getting distracted by ALL these worldly things and concepts.  We are just passing through he